That's not really where it stops, though. I got... really jealous of someone who wasn't even the person she went on the not-date with, and started being so petty and mean at her until it made my heart ache. The whole situation was just all the worst parts of me coming out that I try not to let anyone see.
[they put their phone down and rest their head in their hands for a bit. when they come back, they've taken off their glasses and they are brushing their hair from their face. the next line is slow.]
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I got... really jealous of someone who wasn't even the person she went on the not-date with, and started being so petty and mean at her until it made my heart ache.
The whole situation was just all the worst parts of me coming out that I try not to let anyone see.
[they put their phone down and rest their head in their hands for a bit. when they come back, they've taken off their glasses and they are brushing their hair from their face. the next line is slow.]
I'm so embarrassed, Enanan.