Do you know what it means to want something so badly that it makes your heart hurt? Do you know that with most people, it's just an expression?
[they're really about to confess this to someone half their age. it isn't like it's a closely guarded secret, it's just... not something they like bringing up unnecessarily.]
It's dangerous for me to want things as intensely as everyone else does. It makes my heart beat faster, and that's... not good, right now. If I listened to what's really going on, I would burn myself out from the inside. I have to force myself to be okay, Enanan. I know it's not very cheerful of me to say that.
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Do you know what it means to want something so badly that it makes your heart hurt?
Do you know that with most people, it's just an expression?
[they're really about to confess this to someone half their age. it isn't like it's a closely guarded secret, it's just... not something they like bringing up unnecessarily.]
It's dangerous for me to want things as intensely as everyone else does. It makes my heart beat faster, and that's... not good, right now.
If I listened to what's really going on, I would burn myself out from the inside.
I have to force myself to be okay, Enanan.
I know it's not very cheerful of me to say that.