well what if something happens you're not going to let ursula choose if she's okay with that? or if she wants to be happy because what if the choice that she makes is that she wants you like you want her and if you don't let her choose it's like........
like looking at a blank canvas and wanting to fill it up with something anything but not drawing at all because you're afraid one little thing will look wrong
[ that you'll find out you were destined to be a failure. that no one will look at you. that you may as well let yourself rot from the inside out, alone and apparently unwanted. ]
no subject
you're not going to let ursula choose if she's okay with that? or if she wants to be happy
because what if the choice that she makes is that she wants you like you want her
and if you don't let her choose it's like........
like looking at a blank canvas and wanting to fill it up with something
anything
but not drawing at all because you're afraid one little thing will look wrong
[ that you'll find out you were destined to be a failure. that no one will look at you. that you may as well let yourself rot from the inside out, alone and apparently unwanted. ]
ursula doesn't deserve that
and neither do you