I'm seeing a doctor, Ena. I promise I am. Remember the concert? I had a heart monitor on me underneath my clothes for that whole night. Dr. Heng has me on medication that's usually been enough to help me stay stable, but I'm still... afraid to take too many risks. Because what if something goes wrong and I end up hurting myself? Or her?
Even though I know that being with her is something that will make me happy. Even though I want it. Even though I want her.
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Remember the concert? I had a heart monitor on me underneath my clothes for that whole night.
Dr. Heng has me on medication that's usually been enough to help me stay stable, but I'm still... afraid to take too many risks. Because what if something goes wrong and I end up hurting myself? Or her?
Even though I know that being with her is something that will make me happy.
Even though I want it.
Even though I want her.